room-mate wanted..

I have been squeezing in a queen size bed, in a small room with a teenager and a growing kid for almost 8 years, and finally .. phew! I get a room for myself now!!

Woohoohoo.. It's been a year now, living like a queen with MY OWN STUFF being placed in MY OWN WAY.. And the best part is the privacy.. I have my own bathroom! I can laugh and cry and dance (poyo gile) and try new outfit and berangan without anyone knocking so often just to get their stuff. The feeling is incredible!! (I know many of you out there does the same thing!)

But in just a few months my privacy will be invaded!!

*Alien invasion background music *

"Oh noooo..."

" We come in peace...I come in peace.."

My new roomate is not an Alien of course, but a big bully..!! I know it's great in certain way .. ehem .. many ways actually since this will be the first time me having a guy as roomate haha but do I have to sacrifice my wardrobe, space, and especially my privacy??? I have a biiggggg baaaddddd kept secret and someone's gonna know...soon..

I hope I can deal with that.. hahahha duhhhh!!

Well actually, my biggest concern today is .... room decoration.. How do I decorate my room for my wedding? My mum has been bugging me on the theme color, settings and all but I have nothing great in my mind now. I should be worried by now with the whole preparation thingy but instead I am worried because I don't know what to worry about.. I know it's time to start gathering ideas since it will take a while to be happy with you plan for. Come on, it's your wedding!! What happen to your fairytale wedding and I-have-been-dreaming-about-since-I-was-a-little-girl preparation?? At least I have time to change my mind and add on more things..

Arghhhh !!!

Well, I did not expect luxurious looking room, anything that creates calm atmosphere that help set the mood would do..i mean the mood to sleep comfortably ok? ;p

Few ideas..

haha they don't look like a wedding room at all..

bublebath..yeahh


We'll see what's the outcome soon..

<3

Tales of a spender

Duit..
Kau umpama air..
Sering mengalir.. (kalau kat poket sendiri takpe gak)

Duit..
Kau membawa bahagia.. (bila org belanja)
Kau juga punca sengsara..
Jiwaku merana..

Duit...
Apa ada pada helaian kertas berwarna itu..
Sehingga manusia sanggup menipu, membunuh, menjadi gila..
Kerananya..

Duit..
Baru ku tahu betapa susah menyimpan kau sedikit lama..
Kerana ciri-ciri mu yang sering mengalir..
Walau ku cincang tetap tidak putus..
Sehingga aku terpaksa membiarkan ia berlalu.. (pegi shopping)

Duit..
Alangkah baiknya kalau sistem barter masih dikekalkan..
Sekurang2nya bolehlah aku menukar pakaian dan barangan lama ku dengan yang baru..
Kerana semua barang2ku begitu berharga..
hingga ruang tidurku sempit dengan harta karun...
Sehingga babyku melabelkanku pengutip sampah..

Duit..

to be continued..

desperate for change

Routines kept me busy.. very busy that I (who were once organized like Bree) became very messy like Susan Mayer. Haha am I desperate? yup, very desperate for more quality times on my own rather than calming my messed up mind and eventually wasted the whole day doing nothing.

So I joined Fitness First!! After a year resting and playing with jellies wellies jinggle bells monkey smells, I feel soo good with myself. I thought after i quit True Fitness and shifted to Kajang, I could save up on my gym membership fees and exercise on my own. Hangat-hangat tahi ayam je lah. Fitness centres have great environment and u just feel so motivated looking at hot bodies, MTVs and the music! And here I am, worked out for the 3rd time in Fitness First, hoping to get a well-toned bikini body I always wanted..in 3months time?? woohooo...

Yoga is no longer in list now since it's Haram for muslims. I admit I have great passion for yoga before, but considering myself as beginner, I only went for basic & intermediate classes where they thought u on breathing & postures. I didn't remember myself saying or even listen to any prayers, but as what people say, these are silent exposure to Hinduism. The lotus pose, might posess something in Hinduism that we Muslims might not know. They even have Sun Salutation class (which I never thought of going). Final session in Yoga always ends with corpse-pose, where u lie on the floor like corpse, in a dimmed-light, and relax.. The ending were the best session for me, since that will be the best time for quick nap! ahahaha..

It's good to notice people has become more concious over their health; you can tell by the birth of many fitness centres and pharmacies. But, it's also sad to know until today, the top 3 killers in our country were all due to overconsumption of food and unhealthy lifestyle. We have plenty of great healthy foods around that we ditched everyday, and somehow we prefers unhealthy diets. Late nite drinks is the trend today ; we sacrifice our bedtime to watch football, drinks at least 3 glasses of teh-tarik, smoking/shisha, lalala and I must say it worries me. And yet, that's what Malaysian loves..and what my fiance does EVERY NIGHT. Don't blame me for calling him so often when he is lepaking with you ok? My duty is to remind .. and keep reminding...

And now he said he enjoys "minum2" but in a healthy way.. hmm.. ye ke?? ;p

Message to all, Love yourself..for it will be returned one day..