i will love you until my dying day

Hope our love will bring us to heaven.. coz it is heaven sent..

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Amal makruf nahi mungkar

The last time I had sudden disabilities was in 1999 ; I fractured my right leg during Math Camp in Janda Baik. Couldn't walk for a month or two..

And again... i had a sudden muscle cramp on my neck and shoulder, during the month of Ramadhan. It happened during Fajr, i couldn't move, can't even turn my head. I thought I broke my spine.. I wanted to laugh so hard and cry at the same time. It took me half an hour just to wake up and get my parents.

Doctor told me it was muscle cramps, should heal in a day or two.. And I googled..

"A muscle cramp is thus defined as an involuntarily and forcibly contracted muscle that does not relax. This causes a visible or palpable hardening of the involved muscle" source http://www.medicinenet.com/muscle_cramps/article.htm

"There are six basic causes of cramping:[1] hyperflexion; inadequate oxygenation; exposure to large changes in temperature; dehydration; low blood salt; or low blood calcium" source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muscle_cramp

Yeah yeahh...My muscle haven't relax these days.. My accounts clerk is missing and ditch her workloads on me.. *curses* We were worried to death and finally I got to know she wanted to quit.. due to "better" offer. Damn you selfish brat! U were no one when u get here. When u get all the things u wanted u wish for better things this way. We can definitely sue her action for not giving a month notice of resignation. And I will..

And the weather... ouhh.. It's heaty outside and freezing cold in office. I guess these contributes to my cramps.

Calcium? Hmm if I could milk bath everyday, I would. I loooove milk.

Oxygen? Perhaps.. Haven't jog in a while.

And today is the 2nd day, I had to cancel very important appointments with the accountant. I can't lay back or sleep, I need supports to get up. Oh God, If this is a test, I hope I passed them, I hope I could benefit as much as I could in this blessful month. And I pray you could give me strenghts to do what I have to do.. Amin..

Happy Ramadhan to all.. May all of us value this opportunity to wash away our sins and gain as much rewards esp during Lailatul Qadr. How can we be compared with our ancestors & Rasullullah companions who fights for blessings from Allah day and night..?

Bajet 2009

Sungguh aku tidak sabar menanti pengumuman Bajet 2009..

08.08.08

Today's the day.. everyone is busy making history on this "sacred" date ; olympics, weddings, engagement, car registration, holidays, dates, etc.. while i am busy making history covering up workloads for staffs on leave *cursesssss*

Ikram and I had discussed about this date before and I still remember how I wanted this date to be our wedding date bla bla. Thank god it didn't happen!! I am sooo NOT ready! How times flies really fast and I haven't reach the stage of being the prepared bride-to-be. I have conflicts with my own self, i hate the way i look these days, i hate my closet , I can't sleep before 12pm and the result.. i'm late to work.. half an hour late everyday! WHY WHY WHY??????

Please blame my closet. Everyday without fail i have to stare at each of the hanged clothes and figure what to wear today. How i wish i could throw them all away and have a walk in closet (as in there is a secret way to secret hall of fame.. and tadaaa.. any designer's shoes, clothes, hijabs, just name it, it's all there...ahhhh...)

Blame the fashion magazine for my "in-your-dream fantasy". Fashion magazines are like pills to inferiority complex.

Back to the "sacred date", if today's my big day, I might be sharing wedding anniversaries with millions others. Hmm.. not so nice eh? The honeymoon hotels must be full this month. Not nice.
U might bump into your long-time-no-see relatives while ur busy smooching in a garden of a private resort. Not very nice. And fasting month just after a month of your hot wedding? ehehe boleh ke tahan bang? lol!

I am not so much into numbers, u can tell by seeing my math results. I guess the hard-to- remember numbers is much more unique to me and it's the best way to ensure your spouse really value the "date". But no matter how easy or hard the date is, I can guarantee most men just suck at remembering birthdays, anniversaries and suprisingly even their payday!

So congratulations everyone.. u've made it to this date :)

if i could change the world

Financial Statement for the year ended 2007 is ready. What a relieve. It's great to reach year end and start a new year, but i don't enjoy the presence of accounting auditors, tax auditor and the worse, IRB (a.k.a LHDN) agent!

IRB Agent are normal people, i supposed, who has responsibilities just like us. But their job scope is pretty scary when u know they pay u a visit just to check on your company accounts, questioning u 5w1H and well to be easy they're actually finding faults for undeclared income that somehow was suppose to be theirs. I don't see any problems with this company, we dun play-play behind, just the fact that i am not some accounting specialist to just relax when they started to "kerut dahi"..

I don't know why my relatives always thought i studied accounts before. Do i look like one? haha i don't think so. Maybe in terms of cash management, well yeah i'm quite good at spending. Everyone is good at spending. I did study Financial Accounts & Management Accounts but trust me, i studied just to pass the papers, i suck at those papers. They always confused me and i hate confusion ;p

Well, fyi, i graduated with Bachelor of Multimedia (Media Innovation and Entrepreneurship). We studied everything.. everything that an entrepreneur should know. Very interesting course! Insyaallah next year I will continue with MBA, i expect more than just a degree. I hope the spirit and desire to study will stay permanent, not just some hot hot chicken shit spirit. The desire to study is so much different when u have had the experience of a real world. Experience is a great teacher. But formal education is still mandatory if we want to go far, in a better way.

With the increase in education fees, I think the government should revise the scholarship requirements, don't bother focusing on those with flying colors results but have no interest to study. And corporate scholarship as well, u multi millionaires profit making company only sponsor top UK and US Universities?? What's with other Top Unis in the world? Focus on a group like me, we might be average students in the past, but we are the top achiever spiritually. We want to change the world!!

In short, I need scholarship!!

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